friends...

i've permanently moved my blog to http://princesslaine.blogspot.com

oh man..i'll miss my 6870 counter. and my old entries.

PROCRASTINATION is bad for health...

zzz...

i am so going to die because i have started on my ISP proposal and what have i been wasting my past 2 hours on? Uploading pics on my private blog!

i am tired as i slept at 2 plus this morn and woke up at 630am to attend the opening of NUS Young Entrepreneurship Challenge. surprised to realised only two junior colleges are participating. Most of the competitors are from SP and NP. AND HEY GUESS WHAT!? i saw a chio bu...my chio bu... ESTHER from Ngee Ann Poly! yes..Esther..from Poly Forum! (entrepreneurship group..) hehe.. glad she recognised me..goes to show that i have not degenerated that bad yet.

talking about degeneration..i am really seriouslly looking worse! the weather..insufficient beauty sleep..constant nagging by mummy..sianz. i should lose some weight, get my hair done asap, sleep more and be loved more! :P

i really should start doing my proposal now. need some motivation..but he just hasnt sms yet! the whole day! funny how much i miss him, when we only saw each other yesterday..

gosh..i can't live without this silly boy of mine...i am counting down to march 14 2005... our one year anniversary..Imagine that! laine!? in a relationship that long? well, seemingly all my previous relationships last no more than 12 months. oh man..how time flies...and i think i am falling deeper in love with him every single day..

this is for rui..

sorry for making you do all the calculations during all our competitions.. but u were the only one who knows what was going on.. so its a compliment ya. sorry for stealing serene away from you.. sorry for not being there all the time when u need someone to rant at. sorry to keep saying sally loves me..and sorry i din get you a christmas gift. (u din get me one either! we should hang out after school sometime.)

adrian: pls be happy...

Happy new year. belated.

to all my friends: pls, write down yr resolutions so you'll stick to them. :)

I have many apologies to make while i reflect upon my 2004.
Sufyan: Sorry for not spending time with you, my good friend. Sorry for not being there when you needed a friend, an angel. i feel so ashamed...

Scandal: sorry for not catching up with you..sorry for not able to meet you on tuesdays..sorry for not taking the intiative to call you..

clique: my closests bunch of friends from sec school.. sorry for not being a good jie (fel, jac, nat, sharon, sheena)..sorry for not being sensitive to you LP..ever since the time of yazid..its my own fault for calling you guys up to meet..i admit that i chose my bf/school werk/myself over you all..that's something i really regret. i am truly sorry..esp to LP..who's really leaving SG to study abroad..i will make it up..

to my best friend jac: you know how busy both of us can be.. esp we two are busy with our own lovey dovey lives..one thing you do not know is that how many times i tried to ask you out but you couldnt make it..still i wanna say apologise because i was selfish..i just wanted to study as hard as i could, be the best gf as i could, at the same time, be a filial daughter. i couldnt "see" where else i could fit "jac" into my timetable..sorry..well just make sure you'll make time for me, and i'll make time for you.

my boyfriend, richmond dearest: no word can express what how much regret and guilt i've harboured. regret not able to think in your shoes many a times, regret not telling you how much i appreciate you, as a wonderful bf..a tolerant one, guilty of judging you, guilty of doing things you told me not to do..like to meet kai. i am sorry.. truly..i want us to work out. help me, teach me, advise me, support me along this relationship of ours? if you're reading this right now..do me a favour? call me and tell me you'll forgive me?

kai: sorry for hurting you that evening in the cinema..i know you din enjoy the movie because i was busy smsing my bf away..i had to. you're always such an understanding guy..i really hope you'll find the girl for you..not hard to find right? pretty..christian..outgoing..does music.. :) easy peasy.. just dun miss out the one that is for you.. i have something else to say..which is thank you for praying for me. i was touched..

KY: oh man..this guy..is one amazing guy..sorry my friend..for not keeping in contact with you all these weeks..i really hope you'll do well in the future..whatever it is, i still play the song..

Serene: i love you my sister..sorry for calling you a chicken..sorry for laughing at you and saying that i am cuter than you..sorry for stealing all the lime light from you..sorry for not talking to you as often as before..sorry for slapping your n*h the other day..i know it hurts..sorry.. :)

my family..sorry for not spending time at home.. i will try my best this year..and, i will DEFINITELY enter SMU. kor: just you wait, i 'll get a higher paying job than you.

last but most impt, God: I am sorry, for being so distant from you..i am really sorry..

*if you're names are not mentioned above, i am sorry too..cause its really late now and i gotta sleep. it doesnt mean i don't care about you ya..i have too many friends..i am really sorry..

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